So I've been having writer's block thanks to recent events. Thursday was my grandma's viewing and Friday was the funeral. I think I'm getting better about my horse but every time I see her in the pasture and know she's in pain, I feel guilty all over again. My dad swears that she's getting better and that she'll be fine once her stomach draws up from the pregnancy but I know that hernia is no joke and she's in great discomfort most of the time. I keep thinking he should have made that final decision and then I know she wouldn't be suffering. So I'm trying and tonight I'm going to try to do some posts and hopefully this time my mind will cooperate. Just wanted to let everyone know what's going on so if my posts reflect any negative emotions, here is why. Thank you all for understanding.