I simply don't trust others, especially male. It isn't my fault Life decided to throw some dicey ones my way. I'm young and I shouldn't think so poorly of others, and yet I do. It isn't like anyone is going to have the capability of helping me see any different. The only people I trust are Dark Hunters and they are meant to destroy people like me. Seems a bit sad, but that really isn't my fault. I mean it isn't like I asked to be betrayed or cast aside. I didn't ask to be plucked out of the world of humanity and thrown into the chaos of the underworld. I was innocent you know. I didn't deserve to be taken and used. That's how it goes I guess. Someone uses you until they don't need you anymore. I'm sure that might happen with Alexander and Anastasia and when that happens, I won't know what to do from there on. Maybe I'll just stick to myself and the barn. At least there I wouldn't have to bother with anyone. The horses are kind enough to let me hang out with them, even if it is kind of weird. I'm not sure why he thinks I got bit by a vampire. If I did I'm pretty sure I'd be like him. Man this guy really needs to learn more about his own species, and I thought I was really stupid about mine. I shrug my shoulders and fold my arms, a bit uncomfortable to explain my situation. It's not like he really needs to know.

"It wasn't a vampire that bit me, it was a Were-Horse. He is the one that bit me. I'm not worried about you biting me."

I'm far more worried about something else and I don't trust you enough to tell you what that really is. I do notice his lopsided grin and I can't help, but give him a sad small smile. I guess he is trying to make me feel at ease, and I do appreciate him for trying. It's not his fault I don't trust others very well, but I doubt he is going to help show me that I am wrong for thinking in such a way. It is very peculiar how he goes on to describe the reasoning behind the old battered leather notebook. I have never heard of a vampire eating their own kind before. There ought to be a reason and I know it would be rude of me to ask, and yet, I don't see why I couldn't. He is the only vampire I have ever met and thankfully he isn't like the teen fiction books or the movies. It's nice to see a vampire that doesn't meet the stereotype of being some sort of teen heartthrob. Still curious, I pull back some of my golden hair out of my face, as I look him in the eye, innocently saying aloud my inquiry.

"How come you eat your own kind?"

Okay so maybe I shouldn't ask, but I couldn't help myself. I mean I'm naturally curious and I know that isn't a good thing to be. As far as I am concerned there isn't anything he can do to me. I am instill pain in him. Plus I helped keep him save and gave him three bucks. I am pretty sure that is grounds of me being safe. His invitation for me to accompany him to the mall does cause me to stare for a moment as I digest his reason of wanting me around. It's nice to know that I am not wanted so he could just use my money. If he just wants me to she has some company that doesn't seem so bad to me. I mean it could be worse. No one else needed me right now so I guess it's okay. I mean after the mall we'll just go our separate ways. I'll at least have something different to talk to the horses about. Slowly I nod as I step to the side ready to turn around and walk out of the darkened alleyway back towards the mall.

"You don't need to pay me back, it's just three dollars. I wouldn't mind going to the mall with you, it gives me the chance to be out and about. I could keep you company for a while and then go home."

Calliel Alosi

Now I'm Unbreakable, It's Unmistakable