wakeup.wakeup.wakeup.wakeup. The drone of the delivery truck's engine was the first thing that stirred him. He blinked his blue eyes, groaning as he rolled over on the wet concrete. Ben sucked in a deep breath. And then, splash. The box truck drove by, its heavy tire falling into one of the many potholes hidden by the murky seaside scum water. And yeah - fucking splash. He closed his eyes tightly as the brown, warm liquid soaked his face and chest. "Bloody hell." He grumbled, as a gloved palm reached for his prickled face, wiping the grime away. He slowly moved into an upright seated position, and pressed his damp, sweaty back against the cold, moist brick wall behind him. He squinted into the shattered screen of his phone, which told him it was 4:45 a.m. The sun was already beating on the back of the skyscrapers in the distance, on the east side of downtown. He couldn't stay here. But where was here? He ran a grimy hand through his oily blond hair, and pushed his cream-colored, and now stained, sweater down over his abdomen. Ben was new to town, but this certainly did not look like River Dale, or whatever neighborhood that studio apartment he'd put a deposit down on was in. A commotion nearby startled him, forcing him to his feet. A man in a mechanic's onesie shot his head out of garage door and they locked eyes. "Get out of here before I call the fucking cops, you bum." Did he say that out loud, or..? The Pacific Northwest was about as far away as he could afford. At least that's what the woman at the ticket counter back at Gatwick told him when she ran his credit card. Anything to get him on the "other end of the pond," or so the Americans like to say. And now he was here. He had an apartment - somewhere - but he wasn't sure where. At this odd hour, Ben wasn't sure if he'd even been there before. He jogged down the block - away from the car repair shop, and patted down his damp jean pockets. Besides his phone, all he could feel was the plastic prescription bottles and the pills rattling around in there. He clenched his jaws and trudged on down the filthy street. He kept walking. stoptalking.stoptalking.stoptalking.stoptalking. He tried not to argue with himself. A diner on a street corner several blocks away had their lights on. The sun was bright and oppressive on its way up. More people were seen mingling in the street, here and there. He went into the diner and sat down. A chill ran down the length of his spine, feeling the air conditioning hit his sodden clothes and body. The waitresses stared at him. They made bets on who would draw the short straw and have to wait on him. The cooks in the back eyed him through the order-up window. One wondered if he'd have to kick him out. But did they say that out loud, or? A skinny, older woman approached his booth timidly. He tried to smile but his gaze shot back down to the speckled table. Coffee? She asked, or he thinks she did, and he nods before burying his dirty face in his filthier hands. "Yes, yes, yes. Please." Ben Collins | Fairy | Vinyl |