Frost's physical attack did much damage when her broke her frame and implanted her battered body with frostbite. Physically she was getting much better. Her superficial wounds were healed up nicely thanks to Serafina's potion. Her left arm and left leg much better off than before due to Azrael and his ability to help heal the broken bones. It would take a few more days, but her bruised and broken ribs would be healed now that her body was slowly healing itself. Unlike the rest of her species she could not heal herself at a rapid pace, it was a weakness she always hid, but now that her secret was out there wasn't much she could do. She was a liability. Frost may not have realized it, but Raven was mentally damaged as well. His attack prompted the young woman to mentally regress. Whatever small spark of self-confidence she had developed after the destruction of her pack seemed to have disappeared. She kept to herself rarely if ever coming out of her room let alone even the Ark. Her movements were slow and stiff and so to alleviate her pain food was ordered to be delivered and yet she hardly ate much. Much of her food was nibbled on her appetite grew less each day until she became too numb to even think about food. Much of her time was focused on rest, sleeping the day and night away, giving her body the time to adjust and heal. When she did not sleep she would stay in the bed and read getting up every now and then to stretch and move her stiff and sore body around the room. Occasionally when the Ark was silent and hardly anyone was around she would leave the room and stretch her legs a bit hardly speaking to anyone she walked by. Today though she had felt the blue moon's pull, alerting her that after weeks of not changing, she would need to do so tonight. So, to prepare herself for tonight she slept most of the day away, unsure with what would happen tonight.

The last time there was a pack meeting it didn't necessarily go well. She had come when called, but she didn't realize that she would have to see Nadya and Tobias children so soon. She was conflicted as to what to do. For her they were an abomination, because in her old pack only Alphas could have children. Not to mention they were the constant reminder of the actions that had taken place between the jaguar and leopard. Unsure with what to do she thought that sitting down and away from the Mother and cubs was the best thing to do. However, when Regan came into the picture and attempted to harm them she did her best to calm the ebony tiger. When Tetradore growled at her she was taken aback not knowing what she had done wrong. She did not go after the cubs nor imply she wanted them dead. That night she remained near Regan as she explained as best she could, but by dawn she returned to the Ark alone, giving the tiger her space and more time to think. The memory of that pack meeting was running through her head as she slept. When Tobias came into her bed she instantly moved herself closer to his warm and larger frame her mind slowly at ease as everything went black inside her head. It was the feeling of his massive heavy paw pressing into her side that caused her to wake up. Eyes narrowed as she got used to the sight of the unearthly glow of the moon's light streaming in through the room. Slowly she would lift herself up and sit at the edge of the bed watching the leopard. With a heavy sigh she brought her stiff body to her feet and gave a sad small simper to her companion as she whispered softly.

"I'll be okay, you go on and I'll catch up, I promise."

Her hand would go over her chest as she quickly drew an X over it with a curled index finger giving him some small reassurance. As he slipped away she closed her eyes as she felt the familiar call of the moon urging her to change. With a soft cry she felt the familiar shift as her bones began to pop as she fell to the ground and landed on her paws. Slightly dazed from the pain she stumbled forward feeling the slight pain in her left arm and leg. With a soft whimper she began to step forward, shaky at first, but eventually she would leave her safety of their room and walk along the landing. She could feel the pack's tug and eventually she would climb the steps and use her telekinesis to open the door that led the way towards the deck. Blue-grey eyes shifted from one figure to the next as she stood at the doorway entirely unnoticed. The original members of the pack, the feline family looked serene and complete, as they were all immersed within each other. She thought that perhaps with the full moon there would be another pack meeting, but it seemed that the only members that were around were those that were connected to Tetradore by blood. For a moment she thought it would be best if she slipped away and returned to her room, but she noticed Tobias' eyes were resting on her and her chance to escape was gone. Tentatively she placed one grey paw in front of the other and eventually she would slowly make her way over towards the feline group. With Tobias playing with the cubs, and knowing full well her close proximity of the cubs would be frowned upon by Nadya, she made sure to keep her entire focus on her Alpha, ignoring the cubs entirely. The moment she managed to reach Tetradore's side she would allow herself to lay beside him grateful for the chance to rest for a moment as she laid her head over her paws. She had yet to tell him her gratitude for keeping Frost away and for providing her help, and she wasn't quite sure if this was the moment to say such things. So, for now she would stay still and quiet not wanting to ruin whatever it was the pack wanted to do tonight.

I'd Rather Feel Pain Then Nothing At All

Raven