i will love you unconditionally
Posted on April 16, 2017 by amelia marek
The news that she was going to be a mother had been a hard pill to swallow. She had already come to terms that her dream of being a mother would never come true. It was the nature of her species, after all. But for some reason, she had conceived. She was going to be a mother much sooner than she expected. Unlike humans who were pregnant for 40 weeks, Amelia genuinely wasn't sure how long she would be pregnant for. If things continued to progress as they were currently, she could probably expect to deliver in the next five to six weeks.
Her thoughts were interrupted when Troy spoke, saying that it wasn't her fault. She still felt like it was. It was her job to at least try to prevent pregnancy and she failed to do that. Yes, she didn't know she could get pregnant, but she still felt responsible. What was helpful, though, was that Troy didn't seem to blame her at all for what had happened. When he mentioned the fact that they were going to be parents, she looked up at him. "Parents in 5-6 weeks...that's insane. I'm still in shock." She wasn't entirely sure what to do now. How would she feed the kid? Blood? Breastmilk? She had no flipping idea.
However, before she got herself worked up and all out of sorts, she tried to focus on Troy's beating heart. Slowly, she moved from her rather relaxed position to straddling his hips on the couch. She leaned down to kiss him softly before slowly pulling back to look down in his eyes. "I was going to ask you this before the whole pregnancy thing...but..." Her voice trailed off as she tried to get the courage to ask what was plaguing her mind. "How about we make your parking spot permanent. Troy, will you move in with me?" He practically lived here anyway. It would make her feel better to know he had a steady home instead of living in some ratty hotel room. Not to mention, she would be able to see him all the time. She was rather looking forward to waking up beside him every morning.
Replies
- once i rose above the noise and confusion - By Troy Marks on April 18, 2017 at 2:17 PM
- there is no fear now - By amelia marek on April 21, 2017 at 7:49 PM
- just to get a glimpse beyond the illusion - By Troy Marks on April 23, 2017 at 4:57 PM
- let go and just be free - By amelia marek on April 25, 2017 at 3:41 PM
- though my eyes could see i still was a blind man - By Troy Marks on April 26, 2017 at 5:13 PM
- i will love you unconditionally - By amelia marek on April 28, 2017 at 5:36 PM
- though my mind could think i still was a madman - By Troy Marks on May 01, 2017 at 5:59 PM
- come just as you are to me - By amelia marek on May 07, 2017 at 6:31 AM
- my charade is the event of the season - By Troy Marks on May 19, 2017 at 5:36 PM
- don't need apologies - By amelia marek on June 08, 2017 at 7:17 AM
- tossed about like i'm a ship on the ocean - By Troy Marks on June 13, 2017 at 12:27 PM
- know that you are all worthy - By amelia marek on June 18, 2017 at 6:56 AM
- but i hear the voices say - By Troy Marks on June 25, 2017 at 9:48 AM